My last Walk to the Sandia Rock House
It was the
best place to go to get your head set straight. It was a peaceful solace moment
in time when you could breathe the mountain air and not feel infringed by the
shear overbearing presence of people down below in a city that doesn’t sleep at
night. My special attachment to this Rock House goes back when I came to visit
New Mexico and was in awe of its raw and natural beauty that has since been
invaded and eroded by people.
I used to walk and hike the trail by myself on
those days when solitude was the choice of the moment and the conditions were
right to seek a moment with my glorious God above as I stood there just a little
bit closer to Him on the mountain. I saw the beauty that surrounded me as a
sign that all is beautiful if you choose to see it that way.
Wildflowers showed
the way to and from the beaten path pounded by rain, snow, hail and yes unluckily
people.Covered with
purple yellow and other bright colors, you could stare for hours and enjoy the
spreading vines on the ground or climbing on the trees and fences around you. If
you were there at the right time of the year you would be entertained by hummingbirds
looking for their nectar and not trying to get in anybody’s way.
Besides the
natural beauty of the wildflowers was the stunning view from 11,000 feet above
the Rio Grande and the state of New Mexico. It was awesome and never forgetting
that is engrained inside my head forever.
Depending where
you were standing the view covered the entire southwest skyline as the view is
for miles and miles seeing the desert on one side and the plains on the other. It
was always a breathtaking and unimaginably awesome no matter what time of the
year your came.
I haven’t
been up that way for over two decades now. I am wondering if the rock house
still stands and if it does, I would like to have my ashes thrown into the mountain
air and fill the mountain side with my remains that was once a life form and a
human being. I heard it was no long a place for solace as it is heavy crowded
and now a most visited spot on the crest of the mountain.
I stayed
away from the Sandia Peak tramway for it was always crowded with people. I
usually drove up the backside off the side of the mountain past the ski areas
to enjoy my solstice majestic views with God and nature hand in hand.
I didn’t
frequent the restaurant although I did visit it when I took the kids up there
to get hot chocolate or other goodies. I know the view from there is
breathtaking as well but nothing beat the view of the world sitting on top of
the Rock House where you could stare for hours without anyone bothering you or
interfering with you meditation or thoughts. It was the perfect place to be.
The one
thing you notices is the chilly breeze and the high winds on a stormy day. The rock
structure had endured the severity of all kinds of weather and was already put
to test as it faced the very edge of the crest of the mountain. I had been told
it was built in 1936 and twice destroyed by wind and fire.
There were
other rock structures at the base of the mountains that attracted party goers
and turned out to be a most popular place for people to party and get drunk. I
had no desires to go to such a place where the natural beauty was destroyed by
mankind.
I had heard
there was another one at the end of the La Luz trail but again, I chose this
rock house because I wanted to be alone and spend my time talking to God Almighty
and tell him how much I loved Him, need Him and trust Him.
This rock
house is special for it was the place where I bared my soul to the world and to
my maker. This is where I came for the peace I needed to turn my life around
from the evil twisted and warped ways I had lived and never wanting ever to
return to such a place. I needed the rock house more than it needed me.
From the top
of the world I could see the stars at night shimmer with energy and thunderhead
clouds forming during the day to pour the wetted moisture over the Rio Grande
valley. I could see the snow on other mountain peaks and I could smell the
freshness in the air that was so virtuous and so clean it cleansed my soul of
any toxins seeking to hide inside.
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