I go into darkened
places where everybody hangs out getting mighty and high
I feel like paranoia
is consuming me from start to finish as I taste the vulgar air of life inside a
mind likened so much like a prison
With my friends by my
side they tell me I am doing fine but if you really want to know more you
cannot hide and run away
You have to read
between the lines and show me an open door that will lead me to the inside
where you can stay
I am feeling kind of
lonely here inside the asylum although you are right there beside me not
knowing what to do or what to say
I know that you are here
somewhere near but I can’t see you with my eyes once so true and no words do I hear
you say
Sometimes I wonder if
this crazy place is real or fake or in my case maybe it’s just a lie
For I seem to be lost
and lonely inside these walls and windows of the asylum a place where I don’t
want to die
I remember the first
day as well as I have forgotten tomorrow.
I remember the dreams I left behind
For every wish I made
there was sorrow as I forget about the past and can’t face tomorrow
No memory can escape
and no emotion can tell the way it is and the way it was
But if I can fall
asleep right now and close my eyes, I am sure I can find my way back to you
I am not fine, I am
not fine at all for I can’t remember where I have been
I know this place is
dark and dirty but I really don’t recognize any one as kin
It’s like it never
happened but yet if feels so real to me I cry as I feel roaches crawl on my
skin
And if it was real
how can I be fine without you’re by my side unless you aren’t there and this is
all a lie
Did I wake up with
amnesia or did I forget my dreams in some twisted way
If I walk a little
closer to you would you stare and push me away
I forget all the
little things we have done and where we have been
As time slipped away
from me, I can’t hear a word you said to me even yesterday
If I am dreaming wake
me up so I can see shake me up so I can see
I didn’t mean to
leave you alone but alone and insane I appear to be
I remember a tear or
two running down my face the other day
But the memories will
never come back to me as time seems to slip away
So how do I escape
this asylum I am trapped in and how do I break my dream
If I woke up right
now would I recognize you again? Would I be able to see?
I remember the day
you left me, I remember the day you cried
But for the life of
me I can’t remember all the reasons why
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