Icicles hanging from my head
By Carl R ToersBijns
April 8, 2015
Some say it’s cool to having icicles hanging from my head,
they draw such clear crystal clear streaks and make me look so beautiful and
cool standing in the sun, but deep inside these spikes of ice, there is trouble
deep brewing inside my head that is making me feel cold and old mixed with
emotions not new
Because I let those very same frigid conditions form these
icicles hanging from my head, I have to deal with my snow covered emotions and
freezing water inside my veins causing me to be damned and dammed from the
world and separated from the warmth and comforts I once knew, before this ice lifeform
appeared and made me turn blue as if I was ready for the dead
Icicles can cause so much damage, it has never really been
told, no one who wears them so proudly on the sides of their heads, has ever
been so bold, to loosen up and tell the truth, when icicles melt and pour out
your concentrated contaminated soul, your troubles are far from over, as your
begin a new life in dealing with this emotionless cold
The results are not pretty, the once smooth skin just peels
away like a snake when it sheds its skin, and the body warps and twists with
pain as you begin to realize the sagging discomfort inside you will sadly
forever stay
I cannot forget to mention the dampness you feel inside and
the soggy feelings about others you once knew, as you felt the loss of valuable
warmth dissipate into the once blue sky above your head, now covered with grey and
stormy clouds
Icicles can bring you mold and mildew as you wake up each
morning with the frozen morning dew, as you realize so sudden, you have become
a magnet for anything that draws the heat away from you
As the frozen masses melts into icy water and runs
sadistically through your vessels including the brain; no matter how hard you
tried to shake it, the freezing water runs freely through your veins and avoids
your body from making the heat to make it all go away and no longer make you
feel this way
As time passes by, you realize your icicles may stay around
forever if you let them, as you realize there are no quick fixes to the frosty
temperatures around you and the icy emotions that it mixes, so you dam up your
soul and you dam up your heart, without the heat inside your body, no healing
will ever start
As time causes the freezing water to flow up to these dams
above, your mind and soul escape the desires and wants of a bountiful kind of
human love; thick ridges appear, your skin appears solid for this lifestyle you
have chosen as the frozen hate inside of you has put out the fire of passion
and desire to become a loving being again; in your mind you know the truth, you
know which way to let the water flow and let this coldness go
If you let the freezing water collect in the chambers of
your still warm but broken heart, the heat will collect and form an accumulated
collection of fond memories and faces of people who you have long ignored and
return your life back to normal with a warm and cozy thawed out start; But
whatever you do, don’t hack away at the ice or frozen mass with chisel, hammer
or any other dangerous tool; for the damage done if you hack it away will turn
you into a bigger fool
A fool who will do more damage than good, a fool that could
throw everything precious away, as you lay new seeds around your feet and take
the time to ask for blessings and pray
When you find God, the icicles will disappear – word
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