My Life
Before the formation of my life,
there was nothing – I didn’t exist therefore, nothing else existed. For me, there
was nothing. No time, and no space - nothing. Life did not exist before my origin.
Yet, I am certain that at the
exact time of my origin, I was but one of many origins in this big world. I was
meant to be someone. It was said that I was nothing, yet, my origin tells me I
was someone and I came from somewhere.
Yet, it is said, that before my
time, there was time. But for me, this was the beginning of time. I knew nothing
of time before me.
For my time began at my beginning,
when I was born. The moment I took my first breath of life, my time began. I
cannot say that before my origin, there was space, for I knew nothing of space
until my origin began with living and being here on earth.
Therefore, space did not exist
before my time and neither did time – there was no time or space. It was
created through my origin of being born and living and being here.
For me, it was a waste of time,
space, energy, light and darkness; a pure waste of things before my origin was
created.
Consequently, before my origin,
there was nothing – no time, no space, no light, no energy – it was dark, very
dark; the darkest part of my life, began at the origin of my birth, when the
light came into my life.
Since my eyes did not exist, I
could not see. Since my lungs did not collect the air, I could not breathe.
Since my heart did not beat, I could not feel. It was pure darkness and still,
it was nothing - no time, no space, no light and no energy – just nothing.
Suddenly, there was time, space,
energy and light.
I was born of energy and matter.
Through the gift of time, space, energy, light and darkness - my life was
created and now it all matters. No longer living in the darkness, no longer
blind to the light and feeling nothing.
