Monday, December 25, 2017

7 Holes in my Soul





7 Holes in my Soul

When I turned 18, I felt a vibration come over me. It wasn’t a physical change but rather, it was a deep psychological bone-shattering experience that I had never experienced before. I had always thought I was one of the fortunate ones. A lucky guy with a guardian angel on my shoulders. Little did I realize that this change that came over me would ravage my soul forever.

My heart was restless, and my soul was deeply in love with my high school sweetheart. I married out of fear of losing her and was almost instantly cursed with negative feelings and emotions. Inside my head, I knew I was a complicated man. Not only was my heart restless but it was also broken. It felt like there was a hole in my soul.

My feelings were aching, my emotions turned stone cold and my funny bone had disappeared. No sense of humor, my sarcasm ruled my daily use of words that sometimes resembled hate or disgust of the world around me. I felt that I didn’t have a choice in the matter of controlling my emotions. I felt like self-control had left me and that my destiny was now controlled by my anger inside me.

The fear was real. I knew that I would be separated from those whom I loved merely by the fact that we were at war and that all young men, poor and uneducated were prime beef for the Army. I saw my friends enlist to avoid being drafted but none were rich enough to go to college and get a deferment. It was more than fear, it was a horror show that was real and every day I lived in the shadow of death, I grew more and more towards the dark side of life. I lost all faith in love, religion and the ways to walk on the narrow path of righteousness.

My mind was racing, it could not find a place to stop and reset itself to return my head to some state of normalcy. There was a hole in my soul and I couldn’t control it. I felt like I was in a state of vertigo, spiraling out of control and sure to hit bottom any time of the day now. I fed this sensation of paranoia pills and booze. I hit the bottle harder and more often to ease the pain but to no avail, I couldn’t regain control as the fear of death and misery wouldn’t go away. In the end, my head was swarmed with spider webs and dark clouds as I kept feeding it pills and booze in a frenzy that would have killed an ordinary man who was sober.

Yes, it was true that alcohol and drugs eroded my soul to the point of no return. From the moment I was drafted into the Army, I was forced to choose between life and death. At 19, I went to war as a medic and taught how to kill and heal people. An incongruity if I ever experienced one but I did my duty without complaining and found myself wedged between a rock and a hard place much more than I want to mention. Inside my head, I refused to accept the possibility that a higher power could help me. I was doomed to die an early death.

Aware of it or not, the conscience and conscious mind kept the battle raging. No matter how hard I tried, it wouldn’t heal. There were always room for more rage and pain. It wouldn’t go away. Even now, although its been years ago, it still happens and I don’t understand why as I am now an old man who has aged almost a quarter of a century.

Aware of it or not, most people suffer from a condition best described as a spiritual disease. But inside my heart I knew it was more than a disease or disorder, I knew it had grown to be a part of me forever. Although I have gotten rid of the pills and alcohol, there is still the mass presence of anxiety and depression. I may appear to be physically fit but inside I was a mess.

Seven times time in my life I experienced the side effects of this condition. Some people like to sweep their own misery under the carpet and move on with the baggage still there but deeply hidden. Seven times did I experience sorrow and the agony of defeat in trying to find total bliss and happiness. In the process, I have experienced rage, pain, and sorrow related to losing faith in myself and confidence that I was on the right path to correct this feeling.

There was a time where I would do anything to make others happy. I would collect the emotional blackmail and coerce myself into relationships that were based on trying to make things work when in fact, it was never to be. In the process, I became a workaholic, alcoholic, food junkie and a druggie. I tried everything to dull the pain but still, I would trip over my own two feet and it was just a matter of time before I would fall again and hurt myself or others.

In this case of my life, I spent more than 30 years living with a broken soul that kept the light out and with certainty beyond doubt, sealed the darkness inside of me. I was a borderline wreck. It was a scary and lonely place to be and joy and happiness escaped me at every turn of my life. Without a doubt, it was the fear, the silent desperation and the deliberate detachment from others that kept me in human chains in finding the bliss I believed I deserved. I was in fact, my own worst enemy.

I realized I created this disconnection by the emotions I harbored inside of me. It caused me to be mean-spirited, divorced from those I loved and shortened my life that could have been filled with joy rather than despondency. In doing so, I knowingly caused a ripple effect. A causation that harmed many around me and passed on stress, hate, anger, and tension with those who I loved or met. It was enough to deprive others to get to know the real me and vice versa – I lost a chance to know those who loved me.

Sunday, September 10, 2017

The Fear of Death - a personal essay of vulnerabilities



The Fear of Death

It is also referred to as thanatophobia (fear of death), and is distinguished from necrophobia, which is a specific fear of death or dying persons and/or things (i.e. others who are dead or dying, not one's own death or dying). To this date, nobody in their right mind would tag me to be an obsessive-compulsive disorder person or OCD as it is commonly called. On the other hand, people who know me well can see that there have been times where I dwelled on the fears of death or experienced a death related anxiety in my life. 

Whether there is a correlation between these two disorders is anyone’s guess but I am sharing mine with you to demonstrate that death does play a significant part in my life as well as your life, whether we like to admit that or not. Death is a reality we rarely prepare for properly and without careful planning or assessments. Some have said that ‘death is the worm at the core’ of every human being using the apple as a metaphor. 

As we are born, we are literally taught to die. Either through cultural means or religious practices, we are taught to prepare for death in many ways depending on your social upbringings as well as your life experiences. These lessons taught to us come in many forms; art, literature, scriptures, etc. thus it can be said that death anxiety is really a positive experience or coping mechanism to prepare yourself for the end days. So when we are born, we are arguably preparing to die.
My life experiences include many facets of death. As a teenager, I experienced death by the unfortunate and dreadful hanging of a good friend in his dad’s garage because he was gay and couldn’t cope with the ridicule and bullying at school. An unforgettable event, it lingered with me forever. Seeing his lifeless body hanging from the rafters was an experience that I could have never prepared myself for thus it was most shocking to me. 

Drafted into the Army during the Vietnam War, I was trained to be a medic and earned my combat medic badge within months of arrival in that country. Seeing men wounded, sometimes fatally and sometimes slightly caused me to think about death even more. The longer I remained in that combat zone, the more death played a part of surviving the chaos and ordeals around me. You could say that it was the fear of death that allowed me to survive. 

Spending more than twenty-five years as a correctional employee, working positions from the basic ground floor of a correctional officer to the top echelon position as a prison administrator, death became a partner for me on a regular basis. Death inside a prison came in three venues, natural death, homicides and suicides. In my experience, death inside a prison was no anomaly and as often as it occurred, I never really got used to it. Faceless, nameless and sometimes, just a forgotten moment, it always came up at the worst moments in a flashback of the experience. 

So to reiterate my position or experience a little, the fear of death is tangible. Although it may not consume all your conscious time on this earth, it does play on your mind at times when you are reminded of the loss of a family member, friend or foe, that death is imminent and a really large or significant part of your life whether you admit that or not. The fear of death is real. Historically, cultures have recorded vast religious or social practices to address the awareness of our own mortality, either consciously or unconsciously. So we experience the form of death either in a tangible or intangible manner throughout our lives. As we grow, our knowledge about death grows. That’s a natural progression we cannot stop or interfere with regardless how hard you try. 

Does death bother me so much I suffer insomnia about the worry of dying? Not hardly but for many, the fear of death lies at the heart of many sleep disorders for someone who has experienced a life changing event e.g. heart attack, cancer, wounded in a war or in a domestic relationship. The list is endless as even normal routines can bring about the worries or fears of death. That is a normal and acceptable fact. 

Do we take extra precautions or security routines to minimize the fear of death? Not really but we do socially or physically adjust and adapt our life’s routines to avoid the heavier risks of death by changing our life styles, social events and hangouts in unfamiliar places. I am certain that the worry of death or the potential to reinforce the fear of death as a cause for mental disorders. 

On the other hand, some people dare the fear of death by doing just the opposite and expose themselves to the risks of death at a higher degree of risk or exposure. Citing daredevil stunts of heights, speed, and or challenging the elements such as altitude and water, gives them a rush of adrenaline that brings them the satisfaction sought in their lives. 

The one fear of death that bothers me the most is the separation anxiety disorder that may develop if I were to lose someone close to me. Without a doubt, the loss of my spouse would tear me apart. No doubt this connection is special to me and isn’t really about the mortality but rather the intimacy and personal relationship that person holds to me. Even without social disorders, or any other anxiety disorders, the thought of separation through the loss of a loved one will definitely drive up my fear of death, not just for myself but for her as well. This is one intrusion of death I cannot control, no matter how hard I try. 

Strangely, it is the fear of death that rules some rituals in our society that actually cause deaths rather than prevent them. It appears that some people can’t handle the obsession of death and become sufferers themselves in behavioral manifestations that can lead to aggressive obsessions fear that they may inadvertently, in an altered state of their mental awareness, take their own life or the life of a loved one. It appears that during this time, the art of self-preservation is lost and one’s demise or the death of another is certain.

In my case, the thoughts of death trigger my defense mechanisms. Tactics that include the suppression of thoughts of death and focusing on life. Death related thoughts can bring a certain degree of vulnerability to oneself and impact levels of self-esteem or other mitigated fears. This kind of self-control is vital to survival.
At this point in my life, death has not paralyzed me but rather, motivated me to be better prepared to die when the time comes. Although I have experienced many ways to avoid death, I can only dodge the inevitable for a limited amount of time as it will either greet me awake or asleep. 

My concluding comments include the fact that death is imminent and likely to happen sooner than later. Despite all the factors involved in dealing with death, there are no significant levels of anxiety or anticipated obsession levels in my train of thoughts about my death but I can’t say that about the death of others.
Specifically, my spouse’s death would devastate me to the point of unreal pain and anxiety. I suppose that that is the fear I am dealing with the most - despite no increase in fear or apparent perception of threat life as we know it to exist goes on until the end of days on our merciless earth.


Sunday, August 20, 2017

Hope for Paws - please donate

Save a Furry Paw and donate please

On Thursday, August 10, 2017, I found two stray dogs abandoned in this pile of discarded furniture somewhere near the outer city limits known to be a drop off point for trash and animals. Abandonment of animals is cruel and unlawful but the law can't protect them when they are dumped in the middle of the night somewhere isolated like this location. I fed them on Thursday and gave them fresh water.

When I got home, a friend recommended Hope for Paws to rescue these four legged jewels. They [dogs] would not come to me and I knew that they would have to be trapped or snared in order to save them. I didn't want to starve so I kept an eye on them until the non-profit group called Hope for Paws returned my call and arranged a pick up for them.
Sadly, we lost one to a coyote who came around the shelter and attacked both of them getting away with a small grayish Scotty who fought hard to defend the other dog. He did the best he could but he lost the fight and ended up being killed.
We are now taking care of the survivor and it needs vet care and a home. These funds will be used to rebuilt this traumatized dog's life, take care of the vet bills and find a new family to live with. This pet is a gentle small Pomeranian mix and needs our help. Please donate to the cause to help her and others in her plight to survive when abandoned by unkind and cruel humans who don't regard or respect the lives of animals.
This puppy was bitten and harmed with internal injuries caused by an attack. We need to help helpless animals from harm and make an honest effort to find them a happy home to live in and become someone's life companion.

 

Friday, August 4, 2017

The Pitfalls of Success in Private Security





We all know the private security business is very competitive – therefore, it is with great urgency as well as a deeply embedded curiosity that compelled me to write about an anonymous observation on how to avoid losing a multi-million-dollar contract to substandard performance or poor performers within what appears to be a very successful organization. Why would a multi-million-dollar top-notch security contractor risk losing contracts when the flaw or performance deficiency is so easy to detect and see from the inside and the outside?
This writing is only an opinion but it could apply across the board wherever you may find a system in place that places poorly skilled and trained security officers in a very possibly valuable or highly potential job site protecting assets and that is made more complex and convoluted with the fact that first line field supervisors are failing to perform and do their jobs as required by their own management standards. My biggest fear is that central office does not know of those who will cause their demise and lose revenue because of a lack of will to do the job right.
First, most of you don’t know me. To the best of my knowledge we have never communicated before on this matter. However, I wish to express something I observed and became involved in while in a position as a security guard that offered me full-time employment. At the risk of being somewhat forward and perhaps sarcastic, critical and most certainly very controversial, I hope you take this in the spirit that promotes open and transparent communication and not confrontation as I enjoy my work and job assignment with this fine firm.
I don't intend to provoke or point the blame at anyone particular. That's not the purpose of this article or opinion - it is merely an open expression of what is a reality in many workplaces throughout the private security industry. In the past few months, I have corresponded and spoken to members of senior management status including the president of this company, and as a matter of fact to follow up on my initial comments, I was referred to one of his senior team member in the LA regional office. I spoke via cell phone and although I was asked for specifics and names, I responded to them in general nonspecific terms without the listed below. I don’t believe that giving names would have solved the problem. It may replace the person but the problem is a deep rooted and cultural one.
In addition, I have shared my concerns with fellow staff [first-line employees and supervisors] through constructive dialogues and conversation and have verified that many have experienced or observed the same deficiencies listed herein. However, for some reason, they felt powerless to change things and decidedly remained silent. I fear this silence may cause disruptions down the road as the information gathered is not as accurate as it should be with open and honest communications. I also get the feeling that the workplace is not a safe workplace where you can air your grievances out loud or written without retaliation of some kind.
I hope you understand that this was an opportunity to glean some vital information about the company I work for and I sought to enlighten myself as well as my fellow workers on specific issues, not so much any certain names or individuals as well as analyzing or assessing the workplace and culture. I wanted to be sure, it didn’t come across as a whining session or a vendetta against anyone.
I have met with two field supervisors this past week and neither offered guidance or mentorship into the role of my job assignment. I did meet a very qualified field supervisor about a month ago and he was very helpful so it really depends on who you talk to in order to get a legitimate answer or response. Not sure that having a lead field supervisor and two field supervisors actually get the work done because I don’t see them communicating effectively with each other and every item, issue or concern brought up is met with either ignorance, total surprise or no sense of urgency. All very counterproductive in nature.
The lead field supervisor appeared to be too busy and preoccupied with more global matters than those at hand at this field site. The other field supervisor was always in a hurry and never took notes on anything said. His interpersonal communication skills were zero. In fact, when he conducted a disciplinary hearing with associated ‘indefinite suspension’ paperwork filled out and handed to another employee in front of me that I believe should have been handled more confidentially and private rather than out in the open. I know the employee was embarrassed as was I for being there during such an awkward moment.
The lead supervisor was argumentative when he came to visit me at the job site and was very hostile when he exited his car. It was the first time we had ever met. It wasn’t until he realized it wasn’t my words or complaint that brought an issue to light. In fact, whatever transpired between him and other employees was done without my knowledge but it seemed I was being blamed for something along the lines of ‘whining’ about the truck not having A/C when the temperatures hit 103 and 108 Fahrenheit. Frankly, he accused me of lying as he said the truck was working 'fine' and there was nothing wrong with the A/C.
Oddly, the client got a hold of the A/C problem in the company truck and called the office manager why we were using a vehicle that was operating under sub-standard conditions. What he had accused me of was brought to the central office attention by someone else. He assumed it was me because it came from the same post. A very wrongful assumption and a very hostile moment until we straightened that out.
Such encounters shut down communication or at the very least, their body language does not offer any openness to talking with them about anything related to the job or post. I can see why employees hesitate to ask questions and refuse to be drawn into dramatic encounters when in fact, most just want to do their tour of duty with the support of their co-workers and supervisors.
When it comes to offering feedback or assistance, phone calls to any of them [no names necessary] are often not answered or promptly answered and when you text them, an answer is likely to take you a couple of hours or the next day but what is worse is the nature of the response which is often -very brief, short and with a tone that is not disconcerting and filled with assumptions that you know what to do under any circumstances that you may have never experienced before or not adequately trained for at the time. In all my years in security, I have yet to learn anything from a reply that starts and ends with an "okay" and nothing else.
When they reply it could be more specific and instructional, time permitting. No supervisor should never be too busy to answer questions either face to face, on the phone or electronically. There are too many liabilities involved. In the past six months, I have actually had four face to face meetings with my supervisors. Something that leaves me in awe that they can run an organization like that and not stay in contact with all their employees or assets.
There are times when I am left scratching my head after reading or seeing about major multi dollar businesses and how they operate with what can best be said to be such deficient performance standards and risk losing a large share of their exclusive multi-million dollar business contracts that are awarded to the best performers and demonstrate good management principles of their logistical and human resources. I also feel that if the client is dissatisfied with the way the company does business and treats its employees, the risk is heightened that a renewal might be in jeopardy. This is overall, the most serious pitfall of working security contracts. The client must be satisfied or the contract is in peril.
I expect the competition in the Inland Empire is very fierce and volatile at times. Being one of the four largest private security companies nationwide must carry with it some business savvy that includes the “What ifs… when delivering your services. I would love to hear about any contingency plans on the contract to show how this kind of service oriented task and challenge is or has been prepared and discussed to fulfill their contractual duties in case the role expands.
As the contract site evolves very rapidly, so do the future predictions and expectations for security demands and services. The potential is endless if the supervisors don’t screw it up for the contractor as the client is very aware of security’s presence or when absent. Sadly, with this evolution of duties, there are no post orders written or provided and there are no checkpoints on the job site to show the client how well their assets are covered and how often. In fact, there are no environmental or site inspections to rely on and that’s troubling.
Hopefully, one would think, this kind of strategy is set as a second nature in habit and planning. On the other hand, it sometimes appeared that the contingency plan is often quite the opposite, unplanned, fragmented and sometimes totally ignored because the big picture has been missed by key elements of the management team and they only see what is right there in front of them and not tomorrow. Yet the most common flaw observed is the lack of ‘follow up’ on minor issues that eventually turn into critical issues if not corrected before the client sees the deficiency.
In the case of this contract with this anonymous client it was fairly easy to protect the assets every week to protect and preserve their dirt lot that is now under construction. However, that is changing quickly. What used to be an empty dirt lot with tons of gravel mounds has become a busy and well-developed construction site that stores presently more than 20 pieces of heavy equipment day and night. Certainly, in machinery value alone, the ante has gone up. Theft of equipment and accessories has always been a priority when it comes to loss control strategies for clients.
I suspect that within a very brief time, about a month or so, a second shift will come to fruition and cover the entire complex 24 hours a day. Unfortunately, the management style for this dirt lot is anything but innovative or even reasonably accounted in my opinion, for it appears to act as a decentralized function from the office and has been largely ignored for assorted reasons.
There appears to be very little accountability and feedback on this work site by supervisors and the assigned security officers. It is literally an island on its own and in order to cover it properly, the officers assigned must adapt and improvise and then notify their supervisor of the changes. This appears backward of the training received but the answer is always late or never received. Sadly, they don’t seem to care. Perhaps it is just because it is just a dirt lot with no real value attached to it except for future growth and contractual expansion etc.
After all, if all goes well enough to allow renegotiation of the contract. On the other hand, it may be a systematic flaw that exists in other places as well and that is a question only they can answer. I suspect the latter. Here is a potential client of untapped proportions of funds with the potential rhythmic sounds of millions of dollars to staff and operate the security functions or systems of an upcoming sprawling 600,000 square foot logistics facility located across the street from an Amazon distribution center and certainly in the heart of the industrial complexes in the Inland Empire.
A service contract that may meet or exceed a contract like the one with Amazon has today but with different priorities and post orders from a security vendor perspective. It leaves me puzzled because somebody doesn’t care enough to ensure the contract is protected, preserved and carried out to the best of their abilities and good faith to ensure there are no issues to complain about by the client yesterday, today or tomorrow. Management appears to be a remote-control style and based on the flawed feedback of their field supervisors. although there may be one person who appears to care, the overall effort is weak to support field personnel.
For example, why let a good contract go sideways if you don’t invest your resources, [human and logistics] to show the client they are a priority and important enough to warrant your best equipment. Taking away good operable equipment and replacing them with second-hand undependable tools or vehicles is a prime example. The truck used to start the site project was more than adequate for the task assigned. Yet, it was taken and replaced by an older truck that has faulty equipment, lights, AC and other safety equipment. It was arbitrarily replaced for a much older model.
In my opinion, hand-me-downs skew many perceptions, most of them negative. Perception is and always has been a valuable selling approach and if the goods look good, the perception is the company is good or so it appears to be. Why allow your supervisors to be inattentive to the needs of that simple not so important contract and disconnect themselves to what they perceive to be more prominent issues or concern elsewhere? Certainly, they realize the potential for growth in this client’s mind and carefully planned timetable to construct and build a vast trucking docking complex that would eventually demand further or expanded security services twenty-four hours seven days a week. A lucrative contract indeed. Or do they? I don't think they have even thought about the future of this job site. It doesn't appear to be the case right now.
In the past couple of months, personnel has been used to temporarily fill the tour of duty with people who weren’t familiar with the post orders. For some, they winged it and others they were questioned by the client. From the very beginning, supervision has been diminished. Mainly because there were no serious issues to report but therein lies the problem-just because of its working, there is no need to pay attention to detail? I think you know that doesn’t work well for future business deals.
Every discrepancy has been listed in the digitally created DAR [daily activity report] but nothing was said or done but it was mentioned again last week. Failing to pay attention to the smaller details brings to the forefront questions that must be asked. Again, complacency is a major pitfall of security coverage.
What difference does it make if the AC on the truck doesn’t work in 108-degree weather? What does heat exhaustion or heat stroke to the person and how does this impact security coverage? Why does it take more than five hours to repair a tire on the truck as the entire procedure was ignored as soon as the supervisor was notified and nothing was done for five hours to fix it as the procedure to use or call roadside assistance program is of little knowledge by those in the field and all you got to get it started was a picture? Why are restroom breaks such a big deal when the facilities are rarely made available and the officer has to go off-site to take a break?
What about making sure the patrol vehicle has fuel especially on weekends, and if there is a gas card for the vehicle, does that operator have a fuel ID number to refuel it without interruptions? Why should an employee who makes $10.00 an hour put in two hours of pay to keep the contract running for a day and a half over the weekend? The answer is simple – to keep the client happy but it puts an unfair burden on the employee who gets little support or guidance from some supervisors and then an attitude that they just don't care.
How does that attitude reflect future relationships with employees and the client? Whose responsibility is it to follow up and make sure that all post orders and shift requirements are in order and in place as many aren’t written and issued [verbally] as well as understood? Certainly, the client expects to have work done for the amount billed and paid for? In reality, when the client observes the security officer conducting security rounds in his or her own private vehicle, there is a high matter of concern. It is a direct reflection of the company they hired and may cause questions that can be difficult to answer.
Why not track your employees’ attendance more frequently and conduct inspection rounds to make sure they are in uniform or personal hygiene or wearing the right kind of boots or work shoes? How important is compliance and showing up or leaving on time? The P3 electronic software is an excellent tracking tool that can do more than analyzing when downloaded. It shows a lot more than is currently used as daily feedback by the organization and although it has analytical value for the corporations, it does nothing locally to keep things in order. On the other hand, the client sees us in the field and determines on his or her own clock whether we are on duty on time and visible. That’s the nature of the job.
Perhaps the client monitors these activities closer than the contractor and therefore at times, an unexpected phone call is made to inquire about the purpose or status of some questionable observation or comment? There have been numerous occasions where a representative of the client comes by and makes a courtesy stop and asked relevant questions. Perhaps, their interest is peaked when they come by and see the security officer making his or her rounds and challenge them with questions on their post duties. responsibilities and get poorly selected answers because of doubt or uncertainties? Many can relate to such incidents or events. Clients do check up on their security contractors.
What about remedial training or offer them safety courses that may apply as the site develops and safety becomes a primary duty on the work site? Why is there no fire extinguisher or other safety equipment in the truck available in an emergency? Since the construction has begun, why wouldn’t it be appropriate to issue hard hats and new instructions [preferably written] so that if the need arises, the Security Officer can enter without violating safety rules. Often, there are heavy equipment operators out there working by themselves and with mixed [confusing] post orders to enter or not enter the premises, it poses a safety issue that must be cleared up. For that fact, why does the security officer have to ask the job site superintendent for the lock code to ensure the gates are locked once all the workers are gone? Isn’t that a supervisory role or duty?
Written post orders would solve this partially but additional training could be done via the internet Security Stars program and given credit when completed. It gives the employee a chance to be better informed and feel like he or she has someone taking an interest in their training needs. On the other hand, it may not be the branch manager, operations manager or office manager who is at fault because of a lack of communication between the field and the central office staff.
We already admit that the threat of becoming decentralized often accompanies poor communications or in many cases, performance or the lack of because it has been evolving as time created new dynamics on the property but this kind of business enthusiasm must be possessed by/with their mid-level supervisors.
It is obvious during the past six months this security post assignment has been very challenging in relationship to weather conditions, equipment malfunctions, staffing, etc. and the business climate changes as new tasks are assigned in a rapidly evolving fashion. In short, there will be a major change coming soon when the contract comes to defining the process for renegotiating the security responsibilities and liabilities for the future or if the client is unsatisfied, walks away from the contract.
Let’s face it – there is nothing more dynamic than a contract and a cancellation can happen to businesses of any size. As a client seeks services, they look for reliability, dependability, flexibility and most of all, a standard of efficiency to keep the terms of the contract up to predictable and sometimes rigid standards. Expectations that must be kept and committed to without any exceptions.
Thus, they negotiate contracts that provide the flexibility to adjust as needed. A contract with protection + flexibility is the ideal situation or set up. As the potential to expand the existing contract grows, eventually, there will be a meeting to keep the contract going. When the time comes for re-negotiation it is always hoped the existing contractor sits in a favorable position to be awarded a new contract or extended version of the original negotiated from the start.
That is the expected goal – retain the contract and expand it to make it more profitable while delivering better services. A renegotiation clause provides an opportunity for the parties to have the tough talks that come along in any relationship. Performance issues, communication issues, even discussions on whether both of their business visions and strategies are still aligned can be brought up during these re-visits to the contract.
One thoughtful consideration of extending or renewing the contract is previous performance and fulfillment of their vision, strategies, and commitment. A low commitment or mediocre performance draws a good chance that the contract will not be renewed.
Before such talks take place, you must ask yourself – what opportunities did we miss to make our commitment to this contract stand out or demonstrate excellence? Going back to the ‘what ifs’ we must evaluate the basics first as Security 101 is not making a passing grade at times and without Security 101 being solid and in place, the ‘what ifs’ are really irrelevant to a certain extent or degree.
Based on past performance, what qualifies us as the best reason to renew or extend the current contract? What qualifies us as the best reason for renegotiation? What happens if the renegotiation cannot be resolved due to past problems or routine issues during the tour of duty that takes us back to a status quo with the option to terminate? 
A short and sweet paragraph in a contract can set the stage for you re-opening discussions on rate, timeline or deliverables so that you don’t end up at a loss because of the project’s expansion. However, if the paragraph contains errors or dropped visions or values or and expectations, how do you justify continuing the conversation to accept a new deal?
If the client lacks confidence in the contract or contractor. will they terminate for convenience because they don’t trust you any more or they feel that they aren’t getting the value of the contract when negotiated? Let’s face it – some people and businesses and fickle. One minute you’re their favorite security contractor and the next, they’ve found some other company to replace you with. Sometimes, all they need is an excuse.
I hope I gave you something to think about. Your culture is being challenged within your realm of management and supervision. How you see the future is how you will vision your role in the expansion of your position and responsibilities and that of the organization we all work for. I assure you that everything I have said can be verified through company documents and electronic digital data submitted through your P3 network interface. I invite you to read my DARs and see how they reflect what I wrote and suggest or recommend that the supervisors get more involved in their field duties and not focus on global matters but instead focus on the people who really matter if you want to renew that contract soon.